let us talk about something crap

well~i m learning english at every moment~
maybe for my future as go to somewhere for work or journey!
ENGLISH is very important!since i worked at carden and felt it badly~
i m suck?!
i even don't  know what the teacher is talking about!so ,how do i translate to my students?
oh no~i m really suck and awful you know?
okay! i tell myself :u must be learn the english !!!start in vocabulary!!GOGOGO!!!
a month later~i improve a lot!that will be increase my confidence!i m happy!
This will be a good beginning!
i want to improve my english even i getting old!
erm~ i'm trapped in english~~~