super annoying

do you have because of  what had happened and irritated you a little?
i am!
that is you!i know i miss you ,definately~but i was annoying of you，absolutely~
i can not understand what you thinking of?but i can tell you,if you normal,won;t do something silly ,won't think something silly?i am love you~and my heart is all of you~but ~u usually do things i feel nasty,unpleasant~u won't stand by my side to think...i want a boy who can support me,can understand me,can accept me,can trust me~and i know i definately lied to you before~but now i was change~
between us have a wall,cannot  cross to each other world~

wish us happy and fine...i miss the days before~